I don't really know what's wrong with me lately, but I've realize that my current state is getting worst. I've been yawning and feeling tired, daydreaming a lot, talking nonsense and not understanding what I'm saying, getting up on the wrong LRT & getting down in the wrong stops (and being all pissed at that time, suddenly the Indian guy next to you starts looking at you and sing a Tamil song DOESN'T RELIEVE the tension) more then before - and I do it so many times, it pisses myself off. And note that when I get down on the wrong station, I'd be too EGO to get back into the train before it actually leaves (coz I would be damn malu) hence, a lot of time is consumed while waiting for the next train to come =.=
A friend mentioned that I can't focus on the person that I'm talking to because I did not have enough sleep and hence that's where I don't even understand what I'm saying at times. I know, it sux. WTF.
It's not nice waiting for the fucking train okay...
Today was one of those bad days...
I was in Times Square with Jack for a movie, Shoot Em Up, and after that I was suppose to go back to Hang Tuah from Imbi by monorail, but eventually, was blur enough to get in the wrong monorail and headed to Bukit Bintang.
So that was still okay coz I met JayChou the LunchPartner at that station.
Got on the right monorail this time and headed to Hang Tuah LRT.
Then, I am suppose to stop at Tasik Selatan but I DON'T KNOW WHY did I got down at Bandar Tun Razak!
Bloody hell... I waited for almost 20 minutes at that station for the next train to bring me back to Tasik Selatan.
See what I mean now? This is not my first time!
I'm getting blurer and blurer...
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I am no longer the girl I was, 2 years back. So much had changed.
Life starts at 20 - whether I like it or not even if it's for better or worst.
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The Way I Are - Timberland (feat. Keri Hilson, D.O.E.)
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I'd fail terribly if I were to take the girly test.
- I have not even a slight interest in being a bimbo.
- I hate bitching.
- And also giggling.
- And girl talk.
- I can never cut my nails properly - it always looks distorted in a way.
- I only have 3 dress in my closet and wear only 1 of them.
- I analyze as much as a guy does it.
- My 'close' girlfriends doesn't understand me.
- I hate acting cute.
- I talk really loud.
- I like pink?
- I have long hair.
- I love shopping.
- And I think I'm not thin enough =.=
- I have boobs and ovaries.
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Lately, QUITE a lot of people asked me the same question (with the knowledge that I'm suppose to be working as an intern for this 2 months):
Shit la!
I'm stoning now, can't blog anymore.
Have to ZzZz.
It's only 1:20am and I cannot tahan already.
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4 articulated notion:
More sleep might be helpful? At least 8 hours, and see how that helps. Of course, its just a suggestion, or friendly advice. I'm hoping things look up for you, too. Take care, Esther.
yeah.. concern friends are telling me the same thing. i've been getting at least 4-5 hours of sleep almost everyday for about 2-3 years now.
Well, I know from experience, it helps to get more sleep. I used to do with about 4-5 hours, most of the time it was just 6. I could barely manage, and I was constantly irritated with everyone and everything. So, on the days I do get more sleep, I feel better and I act different. Though, lately I have been eating more too, that could be making me happy. *shrugs*
hmm... eating more would NOT make me happy coz I'd get fat.
=.=
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